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Tuesday, 31 July 2007

  • so
    it is happaning again
    it is almost exactly the same situation
    and it is weird because it came out of left feild almost completely
    i havent told her
    because it doesnt seem necessary
    that i have this horrible
    scared feeling that she is going to make fun of me
    isnt it horrible that i cant trust her
    i thought i was over it
    but in this situation
    the fear is out weighing it all
    it sucks

Tuesday, 24 July 2007

  • how weird that te day(morning actually) that i decide to come back to xanga is my 1000th day of being a member
    i know
    but where else would i put my cryptic nonsense
    sure i culd go to livejournal
    but i think i am going to be giving this another show what do you say
    anyway
    so yeah
    i still work at borders
    have i said that yet
    and well because i am who i am
    there hasbeen somedrama there
    but that was a while ago and doesnt really matter

    right now anyway

    the point is i do have a job
    and i think i am prety good at it
    along with being shy
    at times people you do hve to give me that i mean i do get loud after awhile but who doesnt


    i digress
    the real reason i returned is because of  boy
    wel more than one boy
    all the same boys
    they are all still there
    and i was lurking the internet
    something i shouldnt do
    and i might have signed on to myspace using an email that was not mine
    but if he didnt want me on there he would try a more original password
    thats all i am saying
    and marveling at the hypocrisy

    then there is the one t work
    he is the most important and everything is revolving around him right now
    he does not work there
    but he is there everyday and i see him and talk to him
    and he makes me smile

    a lot
    lol
    i think i might have fallen in like with him
    i know
    how predictable of me

    this realy served no purpose
    i have written most of it in my paper journal
    but it is a start
    i should be back more often
    more later
    better
    and more coherent
    i promise

Thursday, 07 June 2007

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